I'm serious... ;)

Its 2 months 12 days now since i had the accident and broken my right leg. in these days i have done nothing but still lots of thingz. but the worst thing it was a total wastage of precious time even when it was more precious coz this is the time wen my career can be made or destroyed. and, when it comes about career or my acades, i hav done nothing for that in these two n half months. just enjoyed the whole thing like a holiday sitting either in front of this compu of mine or in front of tv, yeah! lying on bed too. but, as usual i did all what interests me. lots of research on asp, javascript, vbscript, perl and lots of other things. n ofcourse i , u-can-say, invented some kewl new ways for hacking ;). some of them r so good that i became fan of myself for the day i did :P...
After that i thought to do something constructive. guess what, i designed a whole new website or a whole new portal for downloading free ebooks <http://freetechbooks.cjb.net/> in all computer and technology fields, also some science and engineering books. this project of mine took abt 1 week 2 b designed and rest of time 2 get all the things rite. its too tough to maintain a whole portal alone even if there are about no visits started yet. to avoid all this toughness i tried my best to make all the things really automated on the site so that nothing i have to do. anyone, just anyone can submit an ebook to this site. there are already loads of , lots of ebooks in the database. everyone hu heard abt my site n visited it got really impressed. n i can see the results in my guestbook.
forget abt site now. my plaster got off n i can walk now after a hectic episode of tough excercises. by the way i always ran away from excercises n im still not that well. i cant bend my leg totally. it really hurts. but im gettin better day by day. hope i can be like b4 soon.
know what? i came 2 realise that i hav become fatter coz mom ne bahot khilaya yaar. even my pants r not fittin on my body now :P ... but no worry, when i`ll go back 2 bhopal, i`ll become like b4 in no time. that boring n unpleasant life there is enough 2 make me back like i was. now, its tooo long at home n i cant control myself now. i gotta go back. im missing all frenz n hope they miss me too. i guess i`ll b back in bhopal just after holi. i`ll get my ticket to bpl tomorrow i think. after this holiday i hav to get back 2 studies as exams r knockin d door. im so worried abt my result now n i'll definitely do gud this time. i promise this 2 myself that i will do better n i know i'll do. there r no other options. so i hav 2 do gr8 n im gonna do it 4 sure. all i hav to do is concentrate myself on studies rather than other kinda researches. ppl, pray to god for me to make sure he isn`t going 2 create any obstacle in my path if he cant help me. rest i think i can do well n i myself have to do. guess i hav written lots 2day. but i needed an outlet 4 wht m i thinkin. c ya... im gettin bz